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Previous●Now●Future

2009-10-04T15:16:00.000+08:00

Recalls the previous time,
I had remembered many things and happened...
I still remember while I was form 2,
I was a normal girl that din't know how to dressed up myself and with a pair of spectacles.
At that time,I really looks ugly...
But at the end of the year 2006,I had started to wear contact lens.
Yet my outwards still had not changed. **Ugly...Ugly...Ugly...

Until last year,I was already form 4.
I was studied in MPV class.
This class was taught about Hair,Facial and Makeup.
Actually I would studied in that class was in order to evade studied...
But I really get many joyous in this class.
Although my class only had 4 chinese student-Me,Vivian,Nicolas and Alex.
Not only that,I also started to changed myself.
Vivian had taught me how to dressed up myself and make up too.
She always brought me went to shopping and I had bought some nice clothes too.
She was successfully changed me. *Thanks ya,Vivian~Mwakss =]

Now,I am facing a big problem.
What is the problem I am facing now???
......SPM......
***Sigh
I very worry about this.
At the beginning of this year,I always said to myself I must study hard to get a good results.
But all those words I had said just bull shit!!!
Until now,I only start to scare the exam...
I really boomerang~~~ *Sob
Now I only left 44 days to let me do revision...
Gosh,,,,
This is really a big challenge for me.
But I must faced this challenge.
I must cheer up~!!

Gambateh●Gambateh●Gambateh

What about my future????
This question really confusing me...
Most of my friends and relatives will ask me.
"What you want to do after finish your exam?"
"I will find a part time job while waiting my results come out.After that,I will continue to study in college."This is my answer.I always give them the same answer.Never changed.

Honestly,I very worry about my future.
I have many dreams want to achieve.
For example,I want to earn a lot of money to buy house,car and others.
Still have a lot of dreams.... *secret
In order to those dreams,I must have a good job that can let me earn a lot of money. *Greedy
So.....I will study hard now start from this seconds onwards...

RUSH●RUSH●RUSH

ANTI-LOVE

Now I have no time to let me talk about love.
So I won't love anyone in this few months until the end of the exam.
Don't know why...
I gradually come to love the single life. =p

Single Ladies is the BEST~~~ *shouting

New month__

2009-10-01T19:13:00.000+08:00

Oh Gosh,,,,,
Time really pass so fast....
Now already come to October
SPM getting closer and closer *feel so scare

Before holidays I had my trial exam...
My results had improved
But I still can't get Credit in BM... *sigh
So bad~
This time I had passed my Sejarah
Quite surprised xD

Now I already stop to tuition
But next week I have to tuition at SUPER TUITION CENTRE
Actually I already tuition at there,
But only 1 subject----English 1119
Now,I have to take the main subject at that tuition centre too.
The teacher who teach me always want us to say a word before we leave the class
"GOOD,VERY GOOD,EXTREMELY GOOD,SUPER GOOD"
I have no any comment about this word... @@""

This two days I kept on listening Black Eyed Peas's songs...
Especially "meet me halfway" and "party all the time"
I like this two songs very much...xD
Keep on listen an listen~

Now I already single for a year++
Really so long din't couple with guy~ =p
Feels want to find a guy to bring me happy
But very hard to find a good guy
*sigh
Who will be my next boy friend????
No body will know~ xD

Single.Single.Single

Enjoyed__

2009-09-27T13:10:00.002+08:00

Yesterday night my cousin-Ah Hong Gor Gor brought my bro & I went to have a tea with her gf.
But we had went to three place,

Jalan Alor
Bangsar
Sri Hartamas

First,we went to Jalan Alor had our dinner.
His gf said want to treat us ate the China's food at Jalan Alor because she had won some money while she played "mahjong" with her friends.
So we went there to have our dinner.
Wow~
When we reached KL town,there was quite jam...
We went through the Jalan Bukit Bintang,then just went to Jalan Alor there.
While we at Jalan Alor,we encountered traffic jam again.
Damn it~
Finally, we had reached our destination.
So we had our dinner with 3 dishes..
well,I had forgot the name of the dishes...
hehe~
But those dishes was very delicious..
I like it very much.
Next time want to go again~ =D

The plate I used~

The dishes that we ate.

My bro~

I had forgot to take a pic for myself =p

Okay,now lets talked about the 2nd placed we had went to.
Bangsar~

While we were on the way to Bangsar,my cousins went so far as drag racing.
I had a little bit frightened.
After a moment,I already adapted.
I also found it very stimulated~ xD
After we reached there，we had came a lot of laps to find parking space.
Then we went to Telawi Street Bistro.
Well,there was a nice place.
We had called a jug of beer,only Rm80.
Not so expensive~

Took pic in the toilet~

The surrounding feeling of that place quite good...

But I did not like the songs they played.
My cousin asked the waiter to tell the Dj changed R&B songs.
But the waiter said every friday just had played R&B songs.
So we had missed it...
*SIGH
Until 1.50a.m.,we just left there.

Then we had went to our last placed-Sri Hartamas.
We went there to have a tea.
Safiq Corner~
That was a Malay mamak store.
There was a lot of malay peoples at there.
So we just chit chat around there for awhile~

My bro again *I took it secretly~

We had discussed about the next trip that we want to go.
The placed was Mont Kiara~
He want took us to Clubbing.....
Wow,I am really excited about that~
But he said need to wait for my bro finished his PMR examination.
I was very expected =D

That's all for last night~
Now I felt very sleepy again...
It's a rainy day.
I want to have a good sleep now~
Sayonara =p

Template__

2009-09-25T21:20:00.000+08:00

Gosh,,,,,

This two days I kept on edit my blogspot's template

I had tried to search the blogspot's template through google web

Well,I had found it.

But the way is....

I don't know how to make it to my blog....

What widget templates...classic templates...??

Just made me became confused~

*Blur @@"~~

I had tried to use fews template in my blog

Lastly...

I had deleted all of that

Because it was cumbersome

*Burden

So I just simply edit my blogspot layouts~

Dissatisfied at all...

But I had no idea want how to made it became nicer

Who can teach me how to make the template of blogspot???

*helpless

holidaysss___

2009-09-22T18:41:00.001+08:00

Holidays already passed for 5 days...

But I din't go anyway for travel or play.

I just staying at home for everyday..

Always the same~

I only go out at the 1st day holiday...

By the last friday~

But,

that was a bad day for me.

Why I will say like that??

Because that day I very unlucky~

I go TS with my friends for sing K...

Although I feeling not well,

I still going out with them...

Actually I felt very happy while we sing K~

Because all of them very high when they were singing...

They just keep sing loudly and dance~

Damn crazy and funny..

haha~

Until 5pm...

I already have to go home..

So I paid the money to my friends and go back home alone by monorail & ktm..

At 5.35 something,

I have reach KL CENTRAL..

And waiting for the ktm..

Oh God~

I have to wait for roughly half an hour...

Because of the stupid train...

Damn slow...

Slow until like a "lao ah bei"~~ XD

That time I already uncomfortable...

Some more still have to wait for the train..

SIGH~

After the train came...

I quickly poured into the train...

Because there were too many peoples..

If I don't move quickly...

I sure can't get into the train~

Fortunately,

I have get into the train...

However,the unlucky things was happened...

....that is the train have some don't know what happen...

GOSH~

I stayed inside the train for an hour...

I really almost fainted in the train..

Luckily I don't have..

But I sat on the floor of the train~

Because I already too tired and uncomfortable..

I don't care others vision...

I just direct sat on the floor for rest...

*NO DEPORTMENT (I DON'T CARE IT)

Roughly 7pm...

The train just recover back...

I just can reach SEGAMBUT *the KTM station

After I reach my house...

I direct go into my bad room change my clothes and ate the pil...

Then I straight way go to sleep...

Until the next day...

I was sick for two days...

Until yesterday just recover back...

LUCKILY~

*This FRIDAY will work at FENDI

Only for 1 day~

Hope I can do well at that day...

GOD BLESS~ =D

BBQ

2009-08-08T12:51:00.000+08:00

Last night my house have BBQ

because my youngest brother call my mum to do that

bother~~~~

He call my mum to do that BBQ

but he did'nt help my mum to do anything

still play his PS2 with my neighbour

I really feel want to bit him~!!

STUPID brother

hng~

8.00 somenthing we just start to prepare all the things

because need to wait my mum fetch tuition centre's students go back home first

That time I have feels quite hungry...

but need to wait for her come back.

aikss~~~

DAMN HUNGRY~

After we prepare all the things...

then we have start our BBQ

hahaha~

My mum said:"today is the first time i BBQ~"

before that she always busy to prepare this and that

really no chance to BBQ by her own

We have our BBQ until 11.30...

my relatives also came to my house have BBQ too...

but just few ppl...

hehe~

I saw my cousin use NOKIA 5800

quite nice~

So I borrow his handphone to take a look

but I don't know how to use... @@

so "sua gu"~

BODOH me...xD

I ask him got any new hadphone is nice

then he told me SE C901

he call me go to GSM ARENA take a look of that handphone

So I go and see that..

waw~

that handphone not bad larr..

quite nice

same like C902

but the price lower than C902

RM7XX only~~~~

I WANT TO BUY IT

because my handphone so "chan" jor...

SE C901

I WANT TO HAVE IT

I ❤ SHOES

2009-08-05T18:27:00.000+08:00

Yesterday I din't go to school...

because today have don't know what ceramah...

so I very free...

Don't know why

this few weeks I always wake up early in the morning

Even though saturday & sunday or holidays

I also will wake up early

haha~

Abnormal lerrrr...

actually is good for me

wake up early...

then I can quickly finish my houseworks

and on9 whole day..

hahaha~

Yesterday suddenly very interested in branded things...xD

I'm getting mad~

So I search at googles..

I found out many brands

GUCCI,LV,CHANEL,DKNY,PRADA,BURBERRY,FENDI,CHARLES & KEITH and more than that...

there are too many brands

I also can't remember all of that

After that I saw that CHARLES & KEITH have new shoes

I found fews shoes that I like it very much

but I don't know what is the prices of those shoes

I will call my mum bring me go 1U to see what is the price of that shoes soon...

hohoho~~~

I must save money to buy that shoes

I LIKE THIS SHOES VERY MUCH^^

Did u MISS me???

2009-07-28T21:27:00.000+08:00

Don't know why~

this few days feel so lazy

lazy to study...

lazy to work...

lazy to tuition...

whats the matter to me??

I also don't know...

may be i too miss somebody...

haha~ XD

Start from last 2 weeks...

after I know him for few days...

I found that I LIKE HIM

why???

because his ideas and character same with me...

thats why I will like him...

I miss U now...

did u miss me too???

I hope u did...^^

不作你的朋友

2009-07-28T10:49:00.000+08:00

这首歌很贴切我的感受

所以就在这里分享咯~

慢慢失忆所有和你的事情必须忘记
爱的盆地深怕在一滴眼泪就会决堤
我也不想被你肯定在这个时候说我让你感动过

#

别握住我的手说我一定会懂

作不成的爱人变成最好朋友

别牵著我的手想著别人脸孔

换个方式牵手并不会更好过

可不可以不作你的朋友

#

慢慢心痛没有人发现我和从前不同

你的眼中看得见另一个人给的感动

我也不要你心疼我在这个时候对我比从前温柔

重复 #

应该放晴的天气还下雨别这样下去
我难过但是说不出口

一直逃避我以为闭上眼睛就能忘记
我的记忆开始在雨天的七月二十三
慢慢经过我们一起绕过的十字街头
怎么走都走不到尽头

重复 #

可不可以别回头

可不可以就放手

可不可以不作你的朋友

【I DON'T WANT TO GET HURT ANYMORE】

1 Utama

2009-06-01T21:34:00.000+08:00

long time din update my blog adi
hehe~
today giv Vivian say me jor =D
so today come here to update
hoho~

today i went to 1 Utama wif my mum,aunt n Vivian
quite crazy~
coz i bought a new bag
rm1XX.XX
1st time bought so expensive d bag...
luckily nt me paid the money
hehe~~
tQ mami yar~
mwahsss

we tk our lunch at wong kok restaurant

Vivian tk d pic XDD

i tk for her
haha~

we are SHOPPING QUEEN
hahaha~~

this friday want go to shopping again
but just window shopping
coz no money le...
cham~~

I'M ALONE

2009-04-26T14:39:00.000+08:00

my EXAM already past
hope i can reach the target that i want

i feel that something has changed
totally changed
what should i do???
i really don't know
i don't want to face about this problem
did i do something wrong???
may be i done~
but i don't know what is the wrong things that i done

i feel very sad about it
i have a lot of thoughts
but who will be my listener??
i think no body will be

i felt alone
what is ther true xxxxxxxxxx is??
who can tell me??

【I TRY MY BEST】

2009-04-12T00:12:00.001+08:00

Hey~
this is the second time that i write my blog at here
actually i'm not that professional in this blogger
thats why i very lazy to update my blog
hopes my dear friend VIVIAN don't mind
haha~

this few weeks i very lazy to online
because my own computer have some problem
so if i want to online
i need to borrow my brother's computer
fortunate he let me to use
if not i wont online already

erm~
one more weeks i need to exam already
quite bored for me
SPM is very bother
because we need to face at least 4-5 times exam
all of this exam really will make me become crazy
forget about it~
start from now on
i will try my best to study hard
i'm not sure that can i really done it
but i will "try" it
haha~
i hope that my results can better than last time
i wont force myself to get many A in this exam
but i hope that i can get all PAST

hmmm~~
it's time to say GOODBYE & GOOD NIGHT again
i have to go to sleep

★MAKE EVERY TO LIKE EVERYTHING★

[new member]

2009-03-24T22:47:00.000+08:00

hey~
i'm xuan xuan

today i already became a member of BLOGSPOT
i'm not that clear how to use this blogger
but i will learn how to use it
haha~

i have two blog
one of a blog is WRETCH
http://www.wretch.cc/blog/ester9772
another one is the blog that i using now
http://xuan-9772.blogspot.com/

hopes that i can getting more fun in this BLOGGER
that all i wanna wrote today

its time to go to my bed
nitez~